Struggling today in waiting on God. I mentioned earlier in the year my hubby and I are trying to conceive.
I have 4 amazing children. I am blessed beyond measure.. but God told me I would have another child. I am not very good at waiting.
Lets be honest.. when I get an idea in my head I want it now...
But God's timing is perfect. It is hard not to get discouraged. I just want to trust him. I just need to trust him... but I am late. I am 6 days late.. and no positive pregnancy test.
I have to walk away from trying to conceive. But as my friend Lucy says "knowledge can be a burden". In this case I think it is. I have been reading up on conception and charting and natural family planning. I am more confused now then I have ever been.
I am laying this at your feet Lord. Take this from me... make it yours. Your glory, Your power, YOUR timing.
I love you Lord.