Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Day Nineteen: Update....
I have always wanted to say that! LOL
This is definitely different then expected. I knew that it would be difficult changing the way I see myself, but I didn't realize how I looked at myself with such hatefulness. It is like I am judging myself constantly as if to say "you are never going to finish this" or "what are you stupid!" That inner voice is really strong and difficult to listen to when you are hearing it through the ears of worth. I think that is the most difficult part of the process is changing how I view myself.
With that voice, I view everything in my life.
I AM WORTH THIS PROCESS!
The pictures are of me on the first day I did hair and make up.. the one with my son is 2 weeks later.. I think I look happier :) I am pretty!
I look forward to seeing the new me in 346 days...
Posted by joancurtis at 5:18 AM